Does this ever happen to you?

It's 3 AM, your trying to sleep but you can't. Well that's me right now! I miss Seattle. How's the weather up there? I'm sad/mad cuz my grandma promised to take me to Lego land, and there's only two days left of Cali for me! :( sad-ness. Oh well. I just look at it this way Next time when we go, we have to stay for twice as long as we were planning! haha. You know, I need some advice, my friend got a little jealous of me right before I went on this trip, we made up but she promised me that we would call every night, and if one of us didn't call the other one would call. well most of the time, her phones either off or she's lost it. In her room. What do I do? I really miss her! My dad-io even promised to let us have a week long sleep-over when I get back. But I think me leaving just gave her a reason to... forget about me. Am I just being insecure? I feel cast-off, shrugged aside, yeah i know she has other stuff going on, but can't she call her BFF who's at least 2,000 miles away from her? :-/ I just wish I could snap her outta it. She is the best friend I could ever ask for, but being with my cousin Sar-rah (NOT REAL NAME), it make me feel like I'm betraying her, because Sar-rah & I are kinda best buds too! I feel bad cause Sar-rah can be annoying at times, so I would rather take my BFF over Sar-rah. I'm so confused. I miss my BFF, Zola. =/ I wish I coulda taken Zola on my trip. I hope my Dad-io was serious about that week-long sleep-over!

So yesterday and the day before, I went to a dog show in Ventura! It was awesome! I had so much fun, there were dogs EVERY WHERE!! I was in heaven. I saw some Bull Mastiff puppies that were for sale and it got me thinking, "Maybe I could convince my dad to 1. Let my dog have puppies or 2. ask my dad if we could go to the shelter." I was online looking at bull dogs, silky, Bull mastiffs, Briards, and Aussies. I wanted one of each. My dawgy Cassie is just starting to get gray hairs on her chin. I don't want to replace her, I just want her to have a buddy. She had a buddy, but... he didn't die! no no no! I just don't like to talk about Pike anymore. :( But so I was looking at puppies. My dad-io said a while ago that he doesn't want a puppy cause then he has to train it. But the summer is a great time! Or if Zola comes over for a week we can train it then! I still haven't asked him but he follows my blog. He'll probably see it. :) I really want a puppy, I think I like full grown dogs, but I haven't had a puppy since Cassie and I was...4 when she was a puppy. I MISS CASSIE!!!! :D HI CASSIE! :) Please Email this blog to your friends! bai-yas! P.S above is some Euro-pop I just discovered enjoy! I'm blue!